"Smiling like a nun with concussion" ^^

2006-01-08T15:44:00.000+01:00

Isn't she sweet ? ^^

Bloody borring

2005-12-08T12:37:00.000+01:00

I don't want to write anything... I'm doing absolutely nothing and I'm borred - -

Well.......

2005-08-16T23:11:00.000+02:00

....these are veary long and very rainy holiday... bleeeh

Eddie's quote for today :

2005-07-24T15:24:00.000+02:00

" Religions are philosophys with some good ideas and some fuckin' weird ones" ^^

What's all about ? :)

2005-07-23T23:38:00.000+02:00

I was always interested in other people interests and points of view. Looking around blogs you can find everything and everything and... I can't find the best word :) Today I'd like to say something about religion. I'm from a very religious country - some say :) My familly also is religious. They're not crazy religious of course :) And I'm not either :) Hmm catholics.... everytime I think about them the first thing that apears is symillaryty with word - alcoholics :D No I'm kidding :P My family is catholic but me... hmm after a couple of years I created my own religion :D First was that feeling... I've got a scientist brain so it's hard to believe in things just like that. When I was a little kid I've allways asked questions about everything. When I was growing and hmm gathering informations I've noticed so many [I think] holes and mistakes that I just couldn't lie myself about it. So what I belive in? Just God, nothing else. Theres nothing between him and me. No churches, priests and other stuff. Young people in my country just take all that catholic busines as a tradition. They don't really understand all of it and it's just a habit of going to churches and pray. Not everybody of course. There are ateists and crazy fanatics like everywere. Those who have strong faith and those who "just stand there because other are standing too". I don't like this passiv religion [I call it like that]. What's the point of just "standing" if you don't believe in this. Because your family told you so? They don't want other people to look and talk about you? Ehhh it's a hard topic to discuss. And me? I believe in all that evolution, space, live stuff. You know - scientific approach. It happens. It exists. Is there a God behind everything? Who knows? It's important to know what're you believing in. Are you sure of this? If you're not, try to find the answer... That's all :)

Concussion Ep. III

2005-07-23T15:52:00.000+02:00

Improved ^^

Concussion Ep. II

2005-07-23T15:08:00.000+02:00

And for GoodNight...

2005-07-22T23:34:00.000+02:00

Summer Fashion ^^

Polish Siesta ^^

2005-07-22T23:29:00.000+02:00

Completely unpreparated...

2005-07-22T16:45:00.000+02:00

Yes, that's how my family is. They don't know how to behave when they meet people that are... hmm bastards :) They're very nervous and shouting and complaining. It's sometimes funny, especialy on shopping. I can't understand that because I'm complete ... ignoramus. I don't care about so many things that even I'm suprised sometimes. I think it's because of many situations that I was in. After couple of times you start to notice things that stress you, from the other side. It really helps. For example a minute ago "a part" of my family [I guess it was my grandmother or my brothers wife - I forgot how is it english :P ] phoned my mother and ... how to describe it - destroy all plans for whole day :) Now they are furious and I see lightenings in their room ^^. Oh, they've just went out somewhere. Am I strange or something? Is there something that could stress me so or I don't know make my vary angry? Maybe I'm on too many drugs :D Workers stopped their "work" at last ^^ So maybe I'll draw something :)

First step

2005-07-22T15:02:00.000+02:00

I've always wanted to have a comic. I drew a lot in high shool. There were so many comedy situations that I just could draw it. All that time we gathered all of them and put together in a notebook - we called it "2c class dictionary" because there were also all the word that we used. It's vell know that young people have their own language. And we had it also. But it was only for us, for our five so nobody understood us [not everytime, but usually :) ]. So all the stories are written down. I'll try to draw it all but it's different to do it on computer so at the beggining it looks horrible :) So sory if you dont see or understand what I put there :)

But now I'm going to take some drugs... terrible headache, workers are drilling outside.... grrr

I don't understand all that. Everybody knows that it will destroy it self by a couple of mounths. Polish workers don't try to do their best. Every one want to safe some money so the use the cheapest materials ever. Our roads are famous for big holes. And it's not also "safe money" generaly it "steal money". Polish people are famous for stealing things. Didn't you know? So it means that you live in a country so far away that we haven't been there yet. And let my finish with a well know quote:

" Are going to Poland? Your car is there already" ^^

See ya :)

Concussion Ep. I

2005-07-22T13:31:00.000+02:00

A lot of Thinking...

2005-07-21T23:03:00.000+02:00

So I think it's the last version of my blog, for now :) I've played and figured out a lot of useful things :) It's time for confesions :D

We met in high shool, we were in the same class. With couple of people [exactly five] we made a group. We became friends and other stuff :) From the beginning I've never thought about her in "that" way. She was just a friend. A very close friend, day after day. It's ironic because she helped my with my previous "heart-problems" :) But when I was finally "free" of stupid emotions I Saw her... I don't know when that happened but from then I knew - she is THE ONE. She is the one I could spend the rest of my life with. I know that these are big words but it's how I feel. She doesn't know about my feelings - as usual in those situations :) I know also that she doesn't feel the same way so I don't want to destroy our friendship. God! When I read it it looks like a soap opera. But it's true, sad but true. I think I'll never find someone like her, with all those things in common. I don't even think about forgeting her or something like that. I sad that I was in similar situation once... and forgeting is [I think] the worse way of dealing with it. I've made a lot of mistakes then and I'll regret them forever. So for now on I'm staying in this hmm how to call it? Situation without a solution :)

And really now I'm going to watch "Two Pints of Lager" on BBC :)

See you space cowboy....

Play

2005-07-21T20:27:00.000+02:00

I dont't understand how it all works so I'll maybe mess up my blog for a while :)

Devil !!!

2005-07-21T15:11:00.000+02:00

So another day of full relax :) I found a little game and it's hmm "you can't stop game" :) If you want to join me on the "other side" - here it is: http://games.yahoo.com/games/downloads/zu.html

Have fun ^^

What's the story ?

2005-07-20T11:48:00.000+02:00

So, I'm 21 and I'm studying Agriculture :) I love plants so it's very good place for me :) I have siple dream - happy life. It's something that everybody wants, I think. But how to get it? What makes me happy? Friends, family... and being sure that nothing will change. I hate when something changes - people, places... I'd like to work with plants, I'm a gardener. I love it from... I don't really remember when it has starded. No one im my family has that kind of interests so it's not genetics :) There's something more. I'd like to move from this country. It's not easy decision. The thing is - I hate our climat! I need sun all the year to be happy :) Also I'm not very connected to this land [it sounds strange]. I love UK. I think in my previous life I was an english man. I don't know how to definite that but I more english that polish. Most of polish people don't understand me, my sense of humor, my behavior and hundred other things [exept my friends]. But there's another problem - britain isn't warm country. And there is Spain - lovely, hot country. So I'm very divided. Also I'm not sure if I could live my friends and family here. So these are main problems for now :) About my love and broken heart I'll tell next time because now I'm... well going to relax ^^ My exams have just finished so I need some free time for my brain and writting is hard for me also, for now :P So see ya...

Where to begin ?

2005-07-20T10:38:00.000+02:00

Well... why i'm writting this? I have one blog already but there's someone... I'm in love. She knows that I have that blog and she could read it and that's the last thing I want :) It's very simple. She's my best friend and I just don't want to lose it. I've had the same situation a couple years ago and it didn't end well when that girl find out. Also I'm sorry if I make mistakes in langauage :P I'm not english unfortunately :) but I'll do my best :)