What's the story ?

So, I'm 21 and I'm studying Agriculture :) I love plants so it's very good place for me :) I have siple dream - happy life. It's something that everybody wants, I think. But how to get it? What makes me happy? Friends, family... and being sure that nothing will change. I hate when something changes - people, places... I'd like to work with plants, I'm a gardener. I love it from... I don't really remember when it has starded. No one im my family has that kind of interests so it's not genetics :) There's something more. I'd like to move from this country. It's not easy decision. The thing is - I hate our climat! I need sun all the year to be happy :) Also I'm not very connected to this land [it sounds strange]. I love UK. I think in my previous life I was an english man. I don't know how to definite that but I more english that polish. Most of polish people don't understand me, my sense of humor, my behavior and hundred other things [exept my friends]. But there's another problem - britain isn't warm country. And there is Spain - lovely, hot country. So I'm very divided. Also I'm not sure if I could live my friends and family here. So these are main problems for now :) About my love and broken heart I'll tell next time because now I'm... well going to relax ^^ My exams have just finished so I need some free time for my brain and writting is hard for me also, for now :P So see ya...